Ironically, I grew up in the very conservative, Catholic South of Germany (close to the Black Forest), but my soul somehow brought me on the path of sexuality, healing and female empowerment. Because or despite of my upbringings - who knows! I used to wear push-up bras, bleached my hair blonde, wore high heels and tons of make-up. Now, at 34, I don´t even own a bra anymore, I feel most comfortable being bare faced, and can finally fully love my natural self.

My journey has led me through my portion of pain, trauma and darkness. For many years, I battled with acne, PCOS, anxiety, chronic fatigue, heavy menstrual cramps and PMS, food intolerances and a very low self worth. I always thought I must be broken in some way, dealing with all these symptoms while others were not. I jumped from one toxic and dysfunctional relationship to another, not really knowing how to figure out this life. 

After many years of trying to heal myself through nutrition, yoga, meditations and affirmations - which all didn´t work - I found out that sexual trauma I hadn´t even known about was the root of all my symptoms. My deep sexual healing and liberation journey began - starting with an orgasm that literally changed my life. Through an intuitive self pleasure technique I experienced one earth-shattering, life-changing, soul-awakening orgasm  that literally catapulted trauma out of my body. It felt like I went through hell and then met God or Goddess - quite literally.

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I had this deep inner knowing: this is my path.

It was such a clear, unmistakable feeling within me. It felt like an initiation by the universe, into the deep (under)world of sexual energy and healing. The dark and the light sides, both I had felt in my body intensely. It took more than that one orgasm to heal and transform, but it was the powerful start of my journey.

And one by one, everything I had suffered dissolved, all symptoms went away, even PCOS which is deemed incurable in modern medicine. All those years, I had never really worked with the depths of my body, my sexuality, my subconscious. That´s why those are the pillars of my work today - because I firmly believe that without also addressing these parts of us, we can never be in our full power and wholeness.

It´s my deepest passion to support other women in their sexual and feminine awakening journey.  As a scorpio sun and Pluto in my first hourse - sexuality, bringing darkness and taboos to light and the energy of transformation are my elixirs.

I now live in a healthy, deeply fulfilling relationship with my soul partner, I do the work I really love and feel connected to myself, my body and this world in the most beautiful way. 

With love, Silja