I often feel like a forest nymph. I love golden sunsets and beautiful flowers surrounded by butterflies.

BUT my soul also feels drawn towards the forbidden. The strange. The different. Towards the mystical and the unexplored.

My soul also feels drawn towards the forbidden. The strange. The different. Towards the mystical and the unexplored. 

A bit like red riding hood. Feeling that inner longing to walk into the dark. The place where the wolves live.

I love rebellion and doing things differently. If someone tells me to go left, I have this deep inner urge to go right.

I love being seductive, slutty and sexual. 

I love things that connect me to my primal, raw and instinctive nature. 

I love loosing myself in dark techno clubs, dancing ecstatically next to other sweaty half-naked bodies. 

I am not modest. I enjoy expensive and luxurious things. I adore gold, silk and velvet.

I love extremes, unusual people and everything that exceeds the normal. 

I crave intensity. 

I want to hear people’s deepest and darkest secrets. The things they never told anyone. 

Often we think, certain parts of our personality don’t “fit” to other parts of us. But I want to tell you that you can be seemingly opposite things at the same time. It’s NOT a contradiction. The truth is, opposites are the same quality – just on different ends of the spectrum. Light is on the same spectrum as is darkness. They are just on two different sides.

My Hedone retreat initiated a deep inner process – one of not giving any fucks anymore. I’ve given way too many in this lifetime. May this inspire you to give less as well. #

If there were no limits and no judgement – who would you be?

I’ve been holding back a big part of my authentic scorpio energy and some sides that I have – in fear it could be judged or it would be too much. Or that it wouldn’t fit my business or branding:

My dark, slutty, provocative side.

Just like you, I too have this inner child that just wants to be loved. By EVERYONE. So some days ago I simply decided to let go of that last bit of fear of judgement. It was time. So my posts from now on will be even more more spicy and Scorpionic. I’ve asked my community about their secret sexual fantasies. 

My story views were extremely high, and a handful of people unfollowed me. Because sexual fantasies are polarizing. And it was so beautiful because I felt so deep within me: f- yes, this feels 100% right. I’ve came to understand something. My fear of judgement was doing a disservice to my work and other people. It’s not even about me. If I hold myself back, others will too.

And I want to be a walking permission slip for YOU to fully own, embody and live your truth. Your sexual flavours. Your authentic being.

So no matter if you like g* bang, glory holes or you secretly fantasize about something you feel is “taboo”: you are so welcome here, with all that you are. Also if you currently just fantasize about chocolate cookies 😉

I’ve received such a beautiful message the past days that I want to cite 

“Blessed Scorpios. No one knows better than us that darkness and light are both shades of love.” Fuck yes!(So I actually do have some fucks to give – those are fuck yes!)

So my dear – know ALL of you is a shade of love. And all shades of you are welcome in my space. That’s also a reason I love Tantra – because in Tantra, all our flavors and facets are sacred.

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